In the morning, one of my closest friend, Fanny, called me, she just deliverd her 3rd child, a son.. what times go by very fast. I flashed back to junior high school times where we mostly spent times together, me, Cindy, Diana, Fanny & Amel. We used to spent times after school at Cindy's house, ate everything that we can chew, chatting about boys & what's hot about them, and etc.. There were 3 boys that we loved to made fun with, Adi (or his nickname given by us, Chin), Iwan & Oky... it's funny, I only remember Adi's nickname not the others, is it because of his chin that looks like John Travolta's??? No way!!! I wonder where the 3 boys now, are they married yet, where're they living now, what they look like??
An hour later, on the way to office, Diana sent me a text message, a happy birthday wish using the same format that we always do, with picture attached made from text. Oh, again, my mind was flew to few years past, reminds me to Indri (how are you, girl?) and the warm bedroom that Diana had at that time. I miss my old times even though I have to admit that my old times were not as good as others, less family situation at home, fought to what I believe and casted away from friends.. but still ok for me, it was a learning process that I had to pass thru that gave me good impacts on being tough and always survive of dealing with my life now.
Late in the afternoon, I walked alone in PS, thinking about what I have done to my life. Interesting findings, ...having 3 kids already in my 32 years old (the eldest is 11 y/o), have a job (try to like the industry I'm in), have a car that can compactful loaded up to 11 person, have a house, (still) pursuing Master degree, .. but top of all, there are soooo many things that not yet achieved:
- Accomplish my Master degree
- Get promotion (yeahhh... sure)
- Flat belly
- Long healthy hair
- Perfect white bread
- Find another black beauty
- Future shelter for Alex
- Put Rico (also) in Montessori
- Siem Reap
- A good restaurant
- Work @ Human & Children Foundation
- Recital
- ... and many more
