every weekend, i always cook some new menu, and this morning i tried to get some new recipes from internet. when i browsed of bakpau recipe, the search engine directed me to dapurbunda blog.. i stopped for few minutes remembering inong, bunda of zidan&syifa, the writer of dapurbunda blog who past away a year ago because of asthma.. then suddenly i really would like to know more about her.. it was so sad, because i found one blog about inong's last days in hospital, i saw picture of her kids with sad faces who really need a warm hug from their mom.
Oh God, she was a loving mom.. i really cannot imagine how was the kids feel at that time, knowing that their loving mom would never provide them cookies, bread, jelly, and other delicious food..
i promptly remember to my dear friend who being left by his wife who insists to get study overseas. it is good to study more to get more knowledge (or other benefit?), but what i don't get is why she brings herself to left her special-need kids who definetely need special attention to get better.. i don't really trust the therapy that the kids have been through, i think the kids really need attention and caring directly from their mom's heart as the best therapy ever; just like the story of Lorenzo's Oil film... my friend's wife is a doctor, but why she did not try to learn more about solving her kids problem, (instead leaving them to study abord of other medical practice) so they can live normal as the other kids in their age...?????.. ahhh.. i cannot judge her..
so.. i pray to God, wish He gives me opportunities of long live to spread my love to my kids, my family, my dearest friends and always there for them .. also i would like to gifted with ability to provide the best for my kids. Amin.
